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Sunday, May 14th, 2006
5:47 am	stolen from nicole, stolen from suz. 1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? car stereo that my brother thew at my eye. 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? jess things. *3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? boring 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO? hXc 5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? midnight/ish. 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? the bliss of sleep/air in my tires. 7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? too much. not being hated. 8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? my new track bike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? spraypaint! *10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIc when everyone around me is speaking in a different language. 11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK? VERY! 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME? none. *14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? short/natural. 15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO? in bed, half asleep. 16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS? Coffee/energy drinks these days cos they are easily accessable. 17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? peppers! 18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? seviche! 19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD? rob. 20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE? spanish, kind of..... 21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX): strikly 4 my niggaz, tupac (cd from leah kazanowitz) 22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY? few and far between. *23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? my pinky, its guh ROSS! 24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? adidas, levis, whatever fits. 25. WHAT`S YOUR DREAM CAR? get a bike fagz.. 27. WHAT IS ONE OF YOUR DREAMS? to go to pratt for grad school. 29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? tell them. *30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 666. 31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? brunettes 32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN? francis, jess. 33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? the decline of eastern civilization. 34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US? mars. 35. YOUR WEAKNESSES? hate. 36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE? NYC! 37. FIRST JOB? waiting tables, still going strong. 38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? SO MANY! 39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY? fixing my bike. 40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE? boob job, definately. 41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY? cos im not tired enough to lay down. 42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? tattoos. beleive that?? 43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? huff glue. 44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? for alcohol to become legal again so i can stop being a pasty mouth'd glue huffer. 45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? one, to opese my mother. 46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? matthew LeBlanc from "FRIENDS" 47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? if i saw one maybe. 48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE? weird. 49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? i dont cry... i uh... work out! 50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? lovez it. 51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? SEVICHE!!! 52. ANY BAD HABITS? smoking, drinking, acting out, racializmz, punching things, puting myself in danger, hurting myself, hating myself, hating everyone... ect..... 53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? im not embarrassed by ANY of my cd's. 54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? i rule, why not. 55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? Yes. 56. DO LOOKS MATTER? of course. Anyone who says no is a big liar. 57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? drinking, putting myself in dangerous situations. 58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? my dreams. 59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? No. 60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? my imagination... you have no idea where ive been! 61. WHAT ARE THE FIRST THREE NUMBERS IN YOUR CELL PHONE? 617] 62 What will first boy and first girl child be named? clide. 63. DO YOU USE SARCASM? some times too much.. 64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? i run that shit. 65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? sense of humor, big tits, no ass, tall, blonde, someone named "BLAIRE/CLAIRE/DEB". 66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? matt, matty crocker, matteyo. 68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? slip ons. 69. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH? i dont. 70. WHAT`S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? chunky monkey. (thanks abe) 71. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE? the other day, to new jersey. 72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? black, green, silver, burgundy. *73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? none 74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? pubby. mom. dad. 75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? yes. 76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? car alarms. 77. LAST THING YOU ATE? sushi.. FREE SUSHI! 78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? jess. 79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? stature, height, the way they interact. 80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG? nowhere girl-B MOVIE. 81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE: the people. 82. FAVORITE DRINK? kirin ichiban. 83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN: virgo, gemini. 84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT? hockey. 85. HAIR COLOR? whatever.. 85. EYE COLOR? green,black. 87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? No. 88. SIBLINGS? brother, julian (33) sister, charro (38) 89. FAVORITE MONTH? oct-nov. 90. YOU LIKE SUSHI? i would eat it for the rest of my life. 91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? royal tenenbhaums. 92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? uhhhh..... wednesday. 93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? never! 94. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer 95. KISSES OR HUGS? can i get both?? 96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships. *97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONs? anyone bored and awake at this unGOdly hour. *98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? see above. 99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? too busy with the bike. 100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU? ALL FIVE BAJILLION!!!!! (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 4th, 2006
12:43 pm	living life in pictures (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 9th, 2006
7:09 pm	he's in gods hands now. (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 25th, 2006
9:54 pm	this cant be nutritious i need to see a shrink . i never leave the house. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
11:21 pm	awwwwww (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
12:27 pm	she's a passive agressive bitch. who doesnt respect my privacy. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 30th, 2005
6:04 pm	1. Do you still talk to your first boyfriend/girlfriend? no. 2. What should you be doing right now? sleeping, laundry, cleaning ect. 3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? epmd, gangstarr, cypress hill. 4. What is the best thing about your day today? tyra. 5. Do you enjoy Texas hold'em? whats that? 6. Are you against same sex marriage? not really. 7. Have you been on a date in the past week? not really. 8. Have you ever kissed someone you don't like? yes. 9. Quote an Nsync song lyric? i like girls dude. 10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? both. 11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea? i dont own any eccept for my two drawer beurow(sp). 12. Do you like your parents? they're pretty ok. 14. What state/country are you from? boston ma. 15. Tell us about the last conversation you had? idontrecall. 16. Where do you see yourself in one month? moved in to the new place. maybe finding a new job. one i like. 17. What is your favorite smell? spraypaint. 18. Do you consider yourself a clean person? std wise? yeah. 19. What is the time and the outside temperature at the moment? 6:11 40 degrees. 20. What are you doing tomorrow? work new years eve party at the pink punani. 21. Have you ever gone to therapy? yeah. 22. Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? yep. 23. Have you ever Toilet Papered someone's house? nope 24. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? yeah, but it passed and they will never know. 25. Have you ever gone camping? yeah once. 26. Have you ever had a crush on your brothers or sisters _____? fill in the blank uhh, no. 27. Have you ever been to a nude beach? no.. 28. Have you ever drank jack daniels? yes. 29. Have you ever had sex on the beach? yeah. 30. Have you ever had a stalker? two. 31. Have you ever been in love? yes. 32. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? yes 33. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? yes! 34. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober one? not in a long time. i realize i cant anymore really. 35. Have you ever been cheated on? uh huh. 36. Have you ever met one of your myspace friends? yeah. 37. Have you ever been to the zoo? not in a while. 38. Have you ever lied to your parents? yes but not in a long time. 39. Have you ever been out of the US? nope. 40. Have you ever thrown up from working out? hahaha nooo. 41. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat for a month? when i shaved it. 42. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in one day? nope. 43. Have you ever gotten so wasted you didn't remember what was going on? OH DUUUDE TOTALLYYY!!! high five 44. Have you ever spied on someone you had a crush on? no. 45. Have you ever seen your best friend naked? all of them, all at once. (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 10th, 2005
8:08 am	another fucking day worked the bar all night long after band practice. im delerious, hungry and tired. im a bottomless pit in the winter. i spent the whole day yesterday in bed. reading sleeping reading. watching my breath in bed as it blinds the pages. sleeping reading for hours and hours. i get to go look at an apartment tomorrow hopefully it'll work out. this winter has made me incredibley tired. maybe because its my 24th winter to date. so tired, so, so tired.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
10:36 pm	happy thanksgiving fuckface im waiting tables for the dinner shift. i hope i dont see families together eating and laughing and get depressed. if anything it will make me happy, because my girl is bringing me home a plate from her family gathering.. and im gonna eat the shit out of that turkey! fuck thanksgiving (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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Friday, November 18th, 2005
1:01 am	ugly is th new black i have a HELLISH weekend ahead of me. ive worked from sunday on. the weekend entails.... work at trash from 10 to 8 then the bar from 9 to 5. then waiting tables from 10 to 6. then my mom gets into town. then waking up to go see the sights. then six to 3 at the waiter job. the streets aint safe no more.. more importantly.. stay buck new york city stay buck.. brep! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
10:42 pm	not going home for thanksgiving im through, ive TRIED to do it. ive tried to see my family when im supposed to. seeing my brother would RUIN me. seeing my sister would just remind me. old friends, old buildings.. the architecture would just haunt me. haunt me of what i WAS and never will be. it will be cold. it will be quiet. and it would make me re-incarnate my old self. fall back 5 years, fall back ten years, even worse. i cant get on a bus and watch the disgust of a giant city . To an even MORE disgusting city that just seems to hide it better. I REFUSE to see my old school where i fell in love for the first time, knew what true embarrassment was like, where i started this honest hate, where i was made fun of, adored, hated, loved, punished, threated, hit, stared at, the stares, they haunt for fucking ever, the embarrassment forever haunted, defended, loved hated and so on. I REMEMBER MY FIRST FIGHT WAS THERE. i remember standing up for a friend that was being picked on by a giant kid in my gym class who looked like a tiny version of the "undertaker" and going home with a black eye and a bloody nose. i remember my father was mad that i was in a fight. i remember he was even more mad that i lost. he never knew i was sticking up for the kid my parents payed to tutor me in math. i never mentioned it. i want to visit my highschool art teacher but he has probably found a better place to teach than that shitty highschool. even if he was there i could never bring myself to go there on my own. walking throught the doors, seeing my old locker, seeing the teachers doors in which i entered after getting arrested for the first time, watching them watching me? knowing i sold drugs, watching judging judging me?? seeing where i got my heart broken for the first time, where i had my leather jacket taken away. along with my belt and boots. where my locker was investigated for bombs or any weapon for that matter after the colimbine thing happened, seeing her old locker, the one that taught me what true agony was, she made me experience it first hand. or even after graduation. DURING THE MELTOWN OF MY EXISTANCE. my highschool girlfriend cheating on me, my friends being the only ones i depended on, working shit jobs due to the fact that my parents didnt have the money for me to go to art school. BUT FINALLY! moving to a squat with steve in lechmere station. that was alright, we then knew what freedom was. that was ok, gave us all a reason to keep going. every price to pay. another night every price to pay. THEN TO MY APARTMENT SHPEAL. lee way. more shit jobs entail. girlfriend, more hassle, no girlfriend, job, no job, less hassle. SPRINGHILL TERRORIST"S HOME drugs, alcohol, destroy, hate, hate, hate, blur, die again, wake up hate, love... die hate! hate! hate! it is all bad.. i never want to be reminded ever again of it all. BUT IM IN A BETTER PLACE NOW yeah im broke, but i have a steady income. i work 4 fucking jobs! i dont sweat the petty bullshit i used to comizerate over for years, months weeks or even days. i am infact one of the luckiest guys on earth. im in good health. i have the best friends in the world. an amazing girlfriend. I JUST ENJOY BEING A ZOMBIE!!!!!!! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 4th, 2005
12:33 am	cant stop staring at this painting i think its the best painting i have ever seen. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
2:46 pm	im staying in for halloween. i see faces from my past in the dark and when i close my eyes. i hear them when the lights are off and im all alone. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
5:10 pm	the winter of my disco-tech (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
3:32 pm	a, b, a, c, a, b, b. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
4:47 am	you blow your father with that mouth? ive been sitting here for 10 minutes.. thinking of something to write, then i realized i was just finding an excuse to post this picture. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 15th, 2005
7:22 pm	[1] When was the last time you went to the bathroom outside? sometime during the winter on a phone booth. too careful these days. [2] When was the last time you saw one of your parents? months and months ago. [3] Which family member do you most resemble? my mom usually, but im told i look adopted. [4] Do you wear cologne/perfume? never, i used to wear versace blue jeans in the past. [5] Do you wear deodorant? yes, old spice "fresh" [6] Do you 'clean up nice'? o.c.d. [7] When was the last time you tripped and fell? uhh, drunk at union pool. last summer. [8] Where was the last place you slept besides your home? still sleeping here. [9] What are you listening to right now? phantom planet. [10] Have you ever started an uncontrollable fire? yeah, on my hands at work refuling a zippo. scary. [11] Ever run out of gas on the road? yeah on my way to new orleans with my brother and chauncey. [12] Would you rather cut the grass or rake the leaves? neither, well, leaves i guess. [13] Your name spelled backwards: wehttam rekcorc [14] What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? ryan adams. [15] Last time you swam in a pool? moby's house upstate last january. [16] Have you ever been in a school play? nope. [17] How many kids do you want? one or two maybe? [18] Type of music you dislike most? r&b. [19] Are you registered to vote? yeah, but i dont. [20] Do you have cable? for now. [21] Ever prank call anybody? used to but they called back and threatened my life. [22] Best friend? craig or drew... [23] Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? knowing me i'd get paralyzed. [24] Do you have a garden? my roomate ashley has a fire escape-gden? [25] What's your favorite comic strip? calvin and hobbes. [26] Bath or Shower, morning or night? shower at night, sitting down. [27] Best movie you've seen in the past month? love liza. [28] Favorite pizza topping? onion, no cheese, garlic! aka, makeout pizza. [29] Chips or popcorn? chips and salsa. [30] What color lipstick do you usually wear? uhh... [31] Have you ever smoked peanut shells? what?? i like her too much. [32] Orange Juice or apple? o.j. [33] Favorite type of chocolate bar? none.. [34] When was the last time you voted at the polls? ughh... [35] Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? ughhhhhhh......... [36] Are you a good cook? im told i am really good. [37] Ever order anything from an infomercial? naah [38] Sprite or 7-Up? doesnt matter [39] Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? yes [40] Ever thrown up in public? many times [41] Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? millionaire... [42] Do you believe in love at first sight? nope [43] Can ex's be friends? yes, she is and always will be. [44] Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? my mom.. [45] Did you have a lot of hair as a baby? yeah blonde.. [46] What message is on your answering machine? the gay one apparently.. [47] What do you think about most? debt.. [49] Ever drink rotten milk? no! go vegan ! [50] What do you think of the person who posted this ahead of you? courtney is a sweetheart, even though she burned my blood for blood cd. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
3:46 am	this school sucks. -10 years ago - started my first job at shaws super market. had my first girlfriend who showed me what real mental instability was. experimented with acid, pot, mushrooms and started smoking cigarettes. - 5 years ago -fell in love for the first time. quit being a hairstylish (somewhat). started apprenticing to become a tattoo artist. listened to less crust and more hardcore. really really started to hate boston at this point. - 1 year ago - 6 months in new york. started work at teany. developing an overwhelming guilty concience. reclusive. sad. fucked up pretty much everyday. my life was divided pretty much into two categories. fucked up and hungover and miserable. - yesterday - worked 10 hours. trained on ordering. sent a bunch of gay clothes to dave navarro for that shitbag inxs show. what does "inxs" even mean? like the acctual name? - tomorrow - wake up early go to work feed vinnie meet up with dana hopefully to give her the drawings for the magazine. - 5 snacks I enjoy - i live off of snacks basically. 1.wasabi hot peas. 2. ramen. 3.carrots. 4. pico de gallo. 5. V8. - 5 bands/artists that I know the lyrics to most of their songs - 1.code 13. 2. green day. 3. joy division. 4. misfits. 5. a.n. - 5 things I would do with a $100,000,000 - 1. pay off all the people i owe money to. 2. treat those i care about to dinner and drinks at a fancy shmancy restaurant. 3.buy a dog. 4. buy a nice apt. in manhattan. 5. rent out a practice space. - 5 locations I would like to run away to - 1. england. 2. san fran. uhhh, thats really it.. - 5 bad habits I have - 1. smoking. 2.drinking. 3. being responsable and not getting anywhere with it. 4. thinking. 5. nail biting. theres more but im allowed only 5.. - 5 things I like doing - 1.working. 2. watching tv. 3. drawing. 4. reading. 5. chilling harddd. - 5 things I would never wear - leather pants, sandles, bondage pants, meshback hats, nailpolish. - 5 t.v. shows I like - andy molinokis, on demand anything, six feet under, soprano's, did i mention on demand? - 5 movies I like - too many... - 5 people I'd like to meet - rza, oprah winfrey, tom hanks, james frey, gg allin. - 5 biggest joys at the moment - work, being in a band, on demand, air conditioning, drawing. - 5 favorite toys - new bass guitar. 5 biggest celeb crushes at the moment- jenna malone, lauren ambrose.. thats it. hasta la bye bye! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 29th, 2005
7:23 pm	judas (8 Comments |Comment on this)